{"id":818,"date":"2020-01-11T18:05:40","date_gmt":"2020-01-11T23:05:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ramisalame.com\/blog\/wordpress\/?p=818"},"modified":"2020-04-30T06:09:04","modified_gmt":"2020-04-30T10:09:04","slug":"driving-myself-crazy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.ramisalame.com\/blog\/wordpress\/driving-myself-crazy\/","title":{"rendered":"Driving myself crazy"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>There\u2019s me, and there\u2019s me behind the wheel. These two have nothing in common. When I\u2019m driving, I\u2019m the angriest most foul-mouthed version of myself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Here\u2019s a short story. Rewind to 2010. October. Jeddah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My flight to London is tomorrow. My passport was still in the UK consulate, no news about my visa. An entire 20-week vacation hinged on my being granted this visa. And if that failed, I don\u2019t even have my passport to make any changes and go somewhere else.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My nerves were worn down thin by the time the call came, that afternoon, that my passport was ready. But I had only one hour to pick it up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The UK consulate is on the other side of town. I leave my office and drive rather erratically to pick it up. All goes well, my passport is with me, I phone my then-wife and tell her we\u2019re going to London.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And then I head back to the office, in terrible traffic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" width=\"1024\" height=\"629\" src=\"http:\/\/www.ramisalame.com\/blog\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/architecture-auto-automobiles-bridge-210182-1024x629.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-819\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.ramisalame.com\/blog\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/architecture-auto-automobiles-bridge-210182-1024x629.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/www.ramisalame.com\/blog\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/architecture-auto-automobiles-bridge-210182-300x184.jpg 300w, http:\/\/www.ramisalame.com\/blog\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/architecture-auto-automobiles-bridge-210182-768x472.jpg 768w, http:\/\/www.ramisalame.com\/blog\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/architecture-auto-automobiles-bridge-210182-1536x943.jpg 1536w, http:\/\/www.ramisalame.com\/blog\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/architecture-auto-automobiles-bridge-210182.jpg 1920w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 767px) 89vw, (max-width: 1000px) 54vw, (max-width: 1071px) 543px, 580px\" \/><figcaption>Photo by\u00a0<strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.pexels.com\/@pixabay?utm_content=attributionCopyText&amp;utm_medium=referral&amp;utm_source=pexels\">Pixabay<\/a><\/strong>\u00a0from\u00a0<strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.pexels.com\/photo\/architecture-auto-automobiles-bridge-210182\/?utm_content=attributionCopyText&amp;utm_medium=referral&amp;utm_source=pexels\">Pexels<\/a><\/strong><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Someone cuts me off, and when I honk at him, gives me the middle finger, triggering maybe the worst meltdown I\u2019ve ever had in my driving life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Just how bad was it?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When I reached my office, my colleague asked me why my eyes were bloodshot. I got so angry that some of the tiny capillaries inside my eyes had flared up so badly my eyes looked as if I had an allergy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A few minutes later, I noticed some blisters had appeared along my waist and wondered what insect had caused them. But those were actually shingles.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I had gotten so angry I lowered my immune system enough that it was no longer able to fight off the shingles virus, and it erupted on my waist. Immediately.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But by far the worst thing that happened that day has actually lasted with me to this day.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My stomach would never be the same. That night I had my first acid reflux incident and have been living with GERD ever since.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019ve never been as angry as that day and hope to never be again. But I learned a lot about anger and stress, the hard way.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anyway, the moral of the story is: I aspire to reach a place in life where I can have a chauffeur. That\u2019s my goal. To never drive again.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There\u2019s me, and there\u2019s me behind the wheel. These two have nothing in common. When I\u2019m driving, I\u2019m the angriest most foul-mouthed version of myself. Here\u2019s a short story. Rewind to 2010. October. Jeddah. My flight to London is tomorrow. My passport was still in the UK consulate, no news about my visa. 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