{"id":871,"date":"2020-03-05T09:33:45","date_gmt":"2020-03-05T14:33:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ramisalame.com\/blog\/wordpress\/?p=871"},"modified":"2020-04-30T09:37:43","modified_gmt":"2020-04-30T13:37:43","slug":"the-scapegoat-a-meditation-on-vengeance","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.ramisalame.com\/blog\/wordpress\/the-scapegoat-a-meditation-on-vengeance\/","title":{"rendered":"The scapegoat (a meditation on vengeance)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>\u201cWhy did you break their closet?\u201d my mother asked me. \u201cI didn\u2019t,\u201d I answered.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My parents were really close friends with a couple (Mr. B and Mrs. R) who had children our age, so we always hung out at each other\u2019s houses.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The night before, we were at their house and the children played in the bedroom while the adults discussed boring things in the living room.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The next morning, my mom accused me of breaking their closet and wouldn\u2019t believe me when I said that I didn\u2019t do it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A week later, they visited us in the morning. My mother and Mrs. R were in the kitchen having a coffee and catching up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The son, M., hung out with me in my room. I questioned him about what happened with the closet that night.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It turns out that M.\u2019s cousins, who were also there that night, broke the closet. They broke it while playing hide and seek after I left. When the parents got upset over the closet, the kids blamed it on me because I wasn\u2019t there.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"alignleft size-large is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/www.ramisalame.com\/blog\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/assorted-title-cassette-tapes-2796145-769x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-872\" width=\"281\" height=\"374\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.ramisalame.com\/blog\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/assorted-title-cassette-tapes-2796145-769x1024.jpg 769w, http:\/\/www.ramisalame.com\/blog\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/assorted-title-cassette-tapes-2796145-225x300.jpg 225w, http:\/\/www.ramisalame.com\/blog\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/assorted-title-cassette-tapes-2796145-768x1023.jpg 768w, http:\/\/www.ramisalame.com\/blog\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/assorted-title-cassette-tapes-2796145-1153x1536.jpg 1153w, http:\/\/www.ramisalame.com\/blog\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/assorted-title-cassette-tapes-2796145-1538x2048.jpg 1538w, http:\/\/www.ramisalame.com\/blog\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/assorted-title-cassette-tapes-2796145.jpg 1920w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 281px) 100vw, 281px\" \/><figcaption>Photo by\u00a0<strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.pexels.com\/@vovaflame?utm_content=attributionCopyText&amp;utm_medium=referral&amp;utm_source=pexels\">Vova Krasilnikov<\/a><\/strong>\u00a0from\u00a0<strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.pexels.com\/photo\/assorted-title-cassette-tapes-2796145\/?utm_content=attributionCopyText&amp;utm_medium=referral&amp;utm_source=pexels\">Pexels<\/a><\/strong><\/figcaption><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>What M. didn\u2019t know was: I chose to interrogate him while sitting next to my stereo, and I had recorded our entire conversation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I had the full interrogation on tape. I took the stereo to the kitchen. I told mom and Mrs. R. that I had something for them to listen to, and proceeded to play back the confession.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cSee? It wasn\u2019t me,\u201d I declared proudly when the tape was finished playing. I knew, without a doubt, that I had proved my innocence and defended my good name.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But my mom and Mrs. R. looked at each other with a. smile. I was expecting them to say sorry, or to acknowledge my innocence, or to reprimand M. for his lying. It didn\u2019t happen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cLook at you, Sherlock!\u201d my mother mocked me. They both laughed at what they considered to be childish antics on my part. They completely dismissed my efforts to put clear my name and prove my innocence.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It wasn\u2019t vengeance. It was the unveiling of truth, and it didn\u2019t work.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cWhy did you break their closet?\u201d my mother asked me. \u201cI didn\u2019t,\u201d I answered. My parents were really close friends with a couple (Mr. B and Mrs. R) who had children our age, so we always hung out at each other\u2019s houses. 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